Even one of the most beautifull things in the world, as it is the moon, has a dark side. But it doesn't justify that i may have it. Weakness of many, consolation of fools.
It's amazing how can things change in a while. All the things that you thought you were doing well (but you really knew it wasn't like that), can be undone so easily, that most of all of us would be surprised, even something they call "God". Things are detined to happen, and everything in life (even life) has an end. Today that little thing growing reached it's end, as it had to be. One week it lasted but it was enough, and it was helpfull for me, because i realised that this is not as i think it, and life is something more. Maybe tomorrow i'll be back, and i'll be fine as i was yesterday, but today, i just can't think in another way. Everything inside me is wrong, or at least a part of me. I need time to think and to relax, but many months or years separate me from that "mind vacactions". Maybe i won't have them in my whole life, but i have to think in my universitary life, and in my near future. Nothing more should be in my head. But i can't against it. I have to be strong, and fight that feeling. I don't want to kill it, but i just want to put it in another way, at least for some time.Lying on my bed, tonight everything is gonna pass. Until that time i will be thinking in nothing.
Goodbye Blue Sky
